Should I fall, should I stumble, or, land on the floor,
come and make sure I am OK
Check, I can bend and straighten my knee
and get to the toilet as I did before
& please, do your best to make sure
I can at least
get into and out of
Bed.
Or, if I should become short of breath,
Please, please, make sure that I only need to leave my home
If essential…
If my oxygen saturations fall below 88% on room air if I have COPD…
And if I have asthma, listen to my chest and make sure I am wheezy
Before sending me in.
& if
Things start to slip,
I start to lose weight
And perhaps don’t drink as much as I should,
Or even,
If I decide, that I should spend more time in bed than is good for me,
Consider, whether,
That is a sign,
That things are running down,
& perhaps,
I might prefer
To stay at home
& stay in bed
& not have to experience an Airflow mattress,
as people
have been dying for much longer than the NHS has been monitoring pressure areas
& please
Don’t let them
Put up a drip,
Or send me to the scanner
Or move me from bay to bay to ward and ward, to ward to ward;
Keep me here,
Call the district nurses,
Call the therapists, the carers, the teams who are out there
to keep me
Here
I am sure I’ll be fine,
despite,
all your pills and potions…