Now.

If I have told you once

I have told you 106

times.

Here,

Look at this detail,

It is significant!

relevant!

שים לב

Point your heart here.

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…I know you laugh,

You and your crew;

Mocking my attention to

detail,

My scrupulousness,

The meticulous

aspect of my everyday

Life.

I am the microcosm

Without which

Nothing would happen;

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I am the alpha

and

omega.

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Without me

time stands

still.

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Empty your pockets,

Display

Yr crooked fingernails.

Come clean

Today

& tomorrow.

They say

I am a

Fool.

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Transparent;

lion

A sagging butterfly,

leftover moth;

hobbled daddy-long-legs.

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Seek not for you will not,

Kind of thing.

Over here,

Under this rock,

Behind this

Table.

I am getting angry now.

You shouldn’t

have.

If you fail to

prepare

you prepare to fail.

Loose lips

Sink

Ships

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Cliched

Nuance.

Life is indeed a jigsaw

of infinite

complexity.

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With ever changing pieces,

Squiggles

of here and there and who knows what.

I became a vegetarian

On my eighth birthday

A vegan on my ninth.

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And now

I am left with

An empty nest.

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My pockets are

empty;

forgotten.

My heart

is broken;

disconsolate.

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Imagine you were able to manipulate

time and space,

forwards

and back.

Imagine reality was

malleable.

I am the interminable

Spark.

The rainbow

Evanescence.

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Baobab

Imagining.

Tranquilisation.

Forgetful.

Fatigue.

Mis-remembered whisper.

Shadow.

Soliloquy.

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Trying to understand the world, one emotion at a time.

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